so, i've joined some new clubs at the university i'm attending.  they are both volunteer oriented, which will help me with my Med-school resume.  ::YES:: 

Circle K meeting was yesterday...we're supposed to be doing a fast-type thing where we don't eat a meal and donate the money to a charity.  i've done one before.  it was a lot of fun.  it starts next week....April 24th.  maybe you should skip a meal (either everyday, every other day, or once that week) and donate the money to a worthy cause, like the local soup kitchen or salvation army.  let's show the world we care!!!

well, i realized last night why i'm a little sad these days...it's not really a sadness, but that's all i can come up with at the moment.  i now know that i am falling, like alice in wonderland....but i think it's more like the end of her fall when she finally turned right-side-up and her dress acted like a parachute. and falling as in...well, you know...that warm, fuzzy feeling that gives you a rush of excitement...yea, i've got that. and the part that isn't too pleasant feeling is that i don't know if "he" feels the same way.  and i know that he cares...but i don't know if he's falling, or might.  in other words, i'm a little afraid of not knowing where things might be going.  like, i want this to last.  i don't want to be some "fling" that fades when lives change.  and just because i haven't said it, doesn't mean i don't feel it...and he might be the same way....which makes me want to say it to see if he would...but not say it for fear that he won't.  thus, i'm in limbo.  and it SUCKS! 

but, he did leave me a note on my cpu that said, "I MISS YOU." and he came back in before his class and said it with a wink and a smile.  he just makes me feel sooooooooooo wonderful, happy, ecstatic!

i can't wait till the summer when we can spend every afternoon together!  (not like we don't see each other every day anyways...but there will be no studying over the summer...hehehehe)

i supposed that's enough to digest for one sitting.  SHALOM!