so, i thought that today was going to suck...just like yesterday.  however, i was happily mistaken.  i'm glad, but then again i wish my emotions wouldn't throw me on such a crazy rollercoaster.  my high's are HIGH, but my low's aren't that bad.  i guess low's are good for reflection.  and they make for good poetic expression as my entry yesterday shows. 

but, today did start off sucky.  i kept telling myself to pack a CD-RW for my presentation, however i was pressed for time and ran out the door without one.  luckily, my boss had one in her drawer.  then, i realized i didn't meet all the requirements in my topical outline, so i tried to spend all day fixing it...and working.  it seemed like my boss kept pushing people off on me to help.  and i don't mind helping people, it's what i get paid to do.  but, i really needed to get a good grade on my speech.  at about 45 before my class began, i finally had everything squared away and printed up.  i got to practice a few times.  when my professor arrived, i made sure to ask to go FIRST...that way it'd be over and done with.  everything was good.  no tongue-tying phrases, but i did seem to stall a bit during my transitions between slides....and i kinda read more than i would have liked.  i don't know...i did manage to walk out of the classroom without fainting.  that's a plus, right?

the icing on the cake is my INCREDIBLE BOYFRIEND!!!!  i told him that i had been dealing with "issues" concerning my emotional state and he really made me feel special.  i don't know how i would've made it through the day without him.  granted, if he weren't here i would have survived...i just would have dreaded the entire day. 

anyway...i get to leave work now...ttfn